formally dead blog revived.just cos i'm too bored.well,lets start with whatever's happened for the last few mths.
holidays were quite boring though.tried to work,but totally failed.dint even earn like 3 digits for the whole hols.and instead,lost the habit of gymming.have to get myself back to work,even though my only consolation for now is.i dint get back to my original weight.
school's started,and my attendance is kind of bad.ive missed a few lessons alr,and i dont even have my project groups settled.its like,no one wants me in their group from what i did last sem.bullshit.i hope i can change this sem.1.2 will be different.no more junk gpa of 3.lets go for the highest now.i must work hard,and i will.and besides results,i shld change the way i treat others too.im just lost some friends*again*.thinking of them again,makes me wonder.in what way did i change since sec1?since the time i lost my first.i was too hasty,too distrusting.not confident in our bonds,our relationships.and after some time,i did it again.when i tot i've managed to overcome the past mistakes,i'm reminded of them.and i just did it again.how many times will i do before i get a hold on myself?i feel like.putting myself to a death sentence.
saying anything doesnt help now,not anymore.LET GO.ill focus on my studies.hope i get to..and lastly.
i'll leave that place if this goes on.
be my sweetheart(: @ 3:00 AM
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Shenglong :D
16+ years old Date of Birth: 24June1992 Horoscope Sign: Cancer
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